Thursday, September 8, 2011

Some thoughts

I love this fall weather.I love when it is not too hot and not cold. In the 70s is perfect weather for me. All of the windows are open and the breeze in here is awesome. I feel accomplished today since I have the house cleaned. I have to clean the house when my hubby comes home instead of trying to do it when Evil E is sleeping since her wake up time differs day to day. She always gets 12  hours of sleep which the doc says is good. We went to the doctor on Tuesday and she is in the 95 percentile for her height but her weight is 33 percent. They say she is slim although the kid can eat a lot. But since she is tall and very active she burns all the weight off. My oldest was the same way as a baby and still is. She got three shots and we need to go back next month for three more than she is caught up till she is 2. In two weeks I take Mysterious M to the doctor for her shots and six grade physical. Then its time for me to go to doctor. Fun Fun not. I need to check on why I can't get pregnant after a year of trying and to check on my multiple sclerosis and the way it is progressing. I can definitely feel the change in weather, I have a sinus headache and can feel my sinuses dripping. Evil e has a cold for a few days. Very minor could be reaction to shots or a cold starting. Her eating habits though are sometimes she is interested sometimes not. I usually let her snack if she didn't eat all her breakfast or lunch. She eats better for hubby then me. I have been thinking a lot lately about what I can do to change the world. I know it sounds strange or a very large thought but I want to change the world and be remembered. I do recycle and help others but I want to do something for the history books. Just not sure what. I am open to suggestions. I am also looking for babysitting/nanny work to keep me occupied, give Evil e a playmate and some extra money but so far no luck except for the occasional friend babysitting. I am thinking of starting some arts and crafts for Evil e and I to do during the day. I am also thinking of studying a textbook for fun to keep me occupied during the week. I still am going to go back to school but I am one of those rare weird people who need to keep giving themselves knowledge so I don't get bored with life. I know strange. I am proud of myself this week I have made an active step in fixing a problem in my marriage the bedroom part. It is on my part I have the issue (not sure if I will get in detail on here), it comes from issues from my past. But we are making hedge way. So I am proud of myself. Thinking today is a walk kind of day. I want to go for a walk each day with Evil e so I can lose the few pounds I gained by being a chocoholic.