Just Wondering

As we get older it gets harder to find real friends that will last. I have a lot of acquaintances and friends who I occasionally talk to. I do have friends who I hang out with when it fits in both our schedules, i just can't understand why some people act like they will be your friend but they only want to be your friend when it is convenient to them. You feel like you are close to them, like you get along well with them and then out of the blue they stop talking to you. Then they just talk to you only when they need someone to complain too. I just want to find some close friends to stay friends with for the next 15 years or so. Life is hard enough we don't need to add to it. I have a good life, I just want some friends who can share that with me. I have had a good week. Wednesday I had to go to a drug testing for my new job. It took me an hour and a half to get the test right. What I mean by that is I had to pee in a cup, sounds easy right. Not for me it wasn't, I had a shy bladder and it took me three trys to finally do it. Then I went home to get the kids ready so we could go to my dad's house for thanksgiving with him. It was nice going to his house and visiting with my dad and his girlfriend. Emie and Mikayla played on the piano, while we talked. Thursday we went to Dale's parents house and had good food and played phase 10. It was a lot of fun. I didn't go to my family because I wanted a break from some of the people there that don't like me. I stand by my belief that family should not judge you, should show you love, and stand up for you. I also couldn't go because of the time that my family eats on holidays. Yesterday we had a nice and lazy Friday together. We all stayed in our PJ's and just hung out with each other. We went to the store for groceries and some black Friday items we needed. No I did not get presents on black Friday. Dale and I do online shopping easier that way and no crazy people to deal with. I don't understand why someone would wake up so early to go shopping. I saw a picture of the lines on target.com, wow was it crazy looking. They have good deals online too that is why I do it that way. I reset up my PlayStation 3 since I moved here I haven't set it up online. I have netflix so I can watch it through the wii or PlayStation 3. And I found some games I want to download onto the PlayStation 3 that I want to play. I only have one game for it. Yes I am a person who plays video games. I have a wii, PlayStation 3, and an xbox that needs to be fixed. I am addicted to Sims 3 on the computer but I only play them every few months or so. I love playing games online. I am addicted to time management games. Today we are going to put up the tree and decorations around the house. We had to make the decision between fake or real tree last night. We decided a fake tree would be better financially and for the animals in the house. I love decorating the house in pretty lights. I am still sick and can't wait till it is over. Just hope my oldest can be in a better mood today and not mouth off anymore. Oh well what can you do.