I wrote this in the afternoon as i was brushing my hair to get ready to go to WI to drop off a four person paddle boat we have. My mind was wandering and landed on how people label each other. It's either a religious label or a financial label or a physical appearance or some kind of label. I have been put in many labels, such as a biker chick, girly girl and loner. I don't belong in a label, I will always be me no matter what job I do or how many kids I have or what my financial status is. I love rock music, 80s music, I swear, I joke and I love to stand out so you remember me. But that is just me. This was just a wandering thought this afternoon. I have a lot of thoughts that wander in my head. I love writing in my blog it's like writing in my journal and yes i was one of those who wrote in a journal not a diary. i love my life and my children and my boyfriend. for the first time in my life i can actually say that i am really happy. i am so used to having bad things happen that is nice to have peace and quiet and not drama or something bad happen. i feel so accomplished today after cleaning all week and getting myself out of the house. i love talking to dale about our future. i love just being with my best friend and that person being my soul mate. its really refreshing. i am the person who gets excited over little things, i enjoy the little things in life sometimes that is all you have. today i was doing a lot of reflection about things i have done in my past and have realized that sometimes you just have to let what you did in the past stay in the past. i took the good from the bad and i have survived but sometimes i feel bad from all of the wrong i have done to others or myself. now i just keep making myself better and never looking back. i will do all of things i wanted to do in my life, like go back to school, get married, have more kids and ride into the sunset with my happy happy life.