Good Changes

I had a fun and good day at work today. I was training as a cashier and the four hours went so fast. Everyone was real nice at work and i can't wait to train next Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday. The sitter I found was really good too. She is only 18 but very charismatic, they way we get along is as if she is one of my family. She makes me feel very comfortable to leave Emie with her. Emie didn't nap for long or eat her whole lunch with her but she played with her constantly. When i came home Emie ate my lunch with me and fell asleep sitting on my lap. She missed me so much she wouldn't let me put her down, she constantly wanted to be in my arms or on my lap. It was cute and made me feel very good that she wanted to be close to me. I love my girls and I am glad to spend the time i do with them. I can't wait to start getting money and to be able to save and buy myself things i want. There is no other good feeling but the feeling you have when you earned something. Last night Emie woke me up at 345 and stayed up til 5. I finally fell back asleep and struggled to wake up at 630. I really didn't want to wake up so early. I decided that I will wake up around that time everyday during the week even if I am not working early so that I can be ready before the girls are up and get used to getting up early. It's not like I slept late normally, it's just that I would rather stay on my work schedule and get in the groove of things. i hope to sleep till 8 on weekends but will see how that goes. i really don't want it to snow tomorrow, I hate driving in snow. I can't wait to see how Emie reacts to snow, whether she likes it or not. I was checking her mouth for new teeth since she has been teething for a few months. her third tooth is coming in. It looks so pretty. I love babies with teeth. I can't wait for Christmas and watching Emie trying new things and her first moments in things. I finally put up all the Christmas decorations in the house with the family and Emie kept trying to steal the items and crawl away with it. it was so cute. Tonight my multiple sclerosis is making my body hurt so bad. My legs are hurting where i don't want to move. I hate having this disease, i try to not let the pain get to me. I have been trying to call public aid and see why i haven't gotten any new cards in the mail. usually they mail the next month but I haven't gotten any since September. The girls and I have public aid. I really need to go to a neurologist and get medication for my ms. The pain has just gotten to much for me. i will just get past it like i always do. Watching ghost adventures and I am still behind on my shows. I love ghost adventures.