Cleaniless is close to my heart

Did you miss me? Just kidding. I haven't been on here in a few days because I have been spending time with my family and just thinking about things. I found out on Saturday that my unemployment money is done. So I decided to do the budget and had a freak out because I didn't think we would have enough money. I wanted extra money for us and not just what Dale was making but it wasn't going that way. So I left and went to my car for some alone time, talked to a friend on the phone and cleared my head. When I came back we went to the mall and the kids played in the play area. Wow was there a lot of people in the mall that day. Some of them were dropping there little children off as if they were in daycare. It's a small mall but had some stores that I really liked. I hope to go there again when i have money. So I have an interview tomorrow but it's for seasonal work, I hope to see if I can make it to permanent part time work but will see. The upside to that is I can still file taxes if I work the seasonal and if I didn't work it I wouldn't be able too. I don't really have a choice since unemployment kicked me off since I didn't work for a year. I look every day what else can I do. Have to stay positive and not let it stress me out again. On another note mikayla and I cleaned the house from top to bottom today, I made pot roast for dinner and angel food cake for dessert. I literally have been just moving non stop since 2. I finally took a shower and sat in front of the computer to talk to all of you 20 minutes ago. My Internet was being silly earlier and wouldn't work. So the other day I was realizing how I never wear makeup when I am home, only if I go out. So basically I haven't  worn makeup except for twice in the last two weeks. I decided to show you what I look like before make up and with it. A huge difference, now you know me as the mommy monster my family sees me as. Just kidding. I just think it is funny how much of a difference it is between no make up and make up days. I don't wear alot but wow I look alien with out it. Tomorrow i have a teacher conference so I am a little nervous since my daughter has not been handing in homework, is behind in basic math and the teacher might hold her back a year. I know this because the teacher and I have emailed each other back and forth. I hope that this gets resolved soon. The teacher is checking that she brings her assignments in, that she is bringing her text books home so she can do her assignments and I am making sure she does extra basic math to practice so she isn't failing. Will see what happens. Wish me good luck on that. My throat is killing me so I hope I am not getting sick. Emie is teething with her third tooth and has a bad diaper rash. Poor baby. Dale and I are actively trying to have another child and I hope it happens soon. i just want to have another baby cause I love babies. It's funny how when you are watching movies ,they show  a couple who is married, they are trying to have sex but can never find a moment because they have kids. That has become my life. Ha Ha. Now off for some facebook time before bed. I am addicted to my games. Also decided to add a video of emie making silly faces while eating dinner. I love how we all spend every second we can we each other because we don't want to miss a moment with each other. See Dale I do talk about you. He doesn't think I talk enough about him.