work is hard

Sorry I haven't written in awhile my schedule at work has been crazy. I was so tired after working all week yesterday that Friday i fell asleep at 7 and woke up at 9. I relaxed all day Saturday to recover from the week. This week is another full week of working and taking care of kids. I also have to finish my online Christmas shopping. Busy, Busy. I also need to have time for friends. I like working, I just hate being away from my baby. Oh well got to make the money. I am still seasonal but my head boss said she doesn't see a reason why i wouldn't get hired full time. So we will see. I was so stressed out yesterday. I had to fire a babysitter who called in twice in one week and who wasn't really doing anything with emie besides plopping her in front of the TV. I came home to Emie having a very dirty diaper. She also thought I was nit picky because she wanted to be the boss and tell me what she could do with my kids. really?! So Dale and I did interviews yesterday and we had a hard time choosing between two we liked. But we picked the best one and I hope she does well. She likes education with kids and thinks everyone should start teaching a baby how to count, colors, alphabet. I like that. She also wants to do creative projects with both kids. love that. I have a good feeling with her. Also she had worked with two families before for a while. So that is a plus. Not much new on the baby trying front. We are still trying and waiting to see if my period comes. I am still behind on my shows. So hopefully soon I will be catching up. I just hope to catch up on bills since my unemployment ended and i started my job i haven't paid bills yet for this month. I just cant wait till the money is all settled and i am hired permanent and i can just calm down on stress. I also cant wait for Christmas and family time. I love holidays with family.